I am feeble I cannot sleep I walk this dark road Trying to separate me from myself Trying to find myself So I can be me So I can be real So I can finally feel I am dusty Cycling through the haze Of my insecurities Drifting this maze Of possibilities Unknown outcomes Wild flowers Of my redemption Save me from myself Programmed to function Outcome violently branded Into my software Percussion in my head Monotone voices Monochrome noises Robots are staring at me Expecting me to function Under pressure of expectation And I start to resent myself For dancing on their basic beat My knees don't listen to me Acid in my throat Dripping all over my soul I start to scream Until my lungs collapse Upon the weight Of this poisonous monotony And I look up with hope And scream her name And I pray to the jewels To bless her with wings Cyber blade unsheathed Deep into my chest Is this all a bad trip? Potency amplified Yet I cannot sleep